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In this episode I read my Riff & Respawn piece Songs That Make You Feel Like Absolute Shit - In The Best Possible Way: a look at the songs we turn to when we need to sit in the sadness, scream along, cry properly, or just let something out.

This isn't a playlist for cheering yourself up. It's for the moments when you need music to meet you exactly where you are.

Heavy, emotional, cathartic, and sometimes painfully comforting.

Read the original piece: www.riffandrespawn.com

In this episode, I look at my relationship with horror, the endless chase for something darker, nastier or more unsettling, and the point where gore and jump scares just aren't enough anymore.

From slashers and extreme horror to psychological dread, uncomfortable storytelling and the films that actually stay with us. I'm asking, where does horror go next - and what are we really looking for when we keep pushing for more?

Based on my Riff & Respawn article When Horror Isn’t Enough: Where Do We Go Next?

From Buffy and my personal connection to Anthony Head to Atomic Frenchie-the comic that first brought Thomas and me together-we explore his work, creative influences and the stories behind the pages.

This episode features me reading our written interview, including Tom's answers.

Read the full feature:

https://www.riffandrespawn.com/p/beyond-the-panels-a-conversation

Riff & Respawn covers heavy music, gaming and accessibility, alongside conversations with people creating things worth discovering.

In this personal episode of Riff & Respawn, I read my piece on Obsession, exploring what I loved about the film and how its portrayal of control and fear connects with my own experiences of domestic abuse.

Alongside the film discussion, I share what it meant to live around unpredictable violence, to tread on eggshells and to feel that leaving didn't necessarily mean escaping.

Content note: Contains film spoilers, discussion of domestic abuse and coercive control, violence towards animals, and references to suicide. Please listen at your own pace and step away whenever you need to.

Read the full piece, including support information:

https://www.riffandrespawn.com/p/you-wished-for-this-obsession-coercive

Written and read by Cari, founder of Riff & Respawn - heavy music, gaming, horror and accessibility.

Join me, Cari, for the second and final part of Riff & Respawn's feature interview with Tom and Lachlan from Patient Sixty-Seven.

I'm back reading their written answers and sharing my own reflections as we continue exploring the people behind the music and the games that bring us together.

Missed part one? Start there, then come back for the rest.

Explore the written features and more from Riff & Respawn:

www.riffandrespawn.com

Contains strong language.

In Part One, we get into everything from PlayStation and Pokémon to Dragon Ball Z: Budokai Tenkaichi, retro gaming, the games that completely took over their lives and how gaming fits alongside life in Patient Sixty-Seven.

The episode is adapted from my written interview with Tom and Lachlan, with their answers read in full alongside my own thoughts and commentary.

Part Two is coming soon, with more from the band, more gaming and some of the more personal sides of the conversation.

Read more from Riff & Respawn at riffandrespawn.com and follow the podcast so you don't miss Part Two.

I talk about the joy of fighting in time with the music, the absolute chaos of its arenas, Paz being the coolest talking skull around, some genuinely brilliant boss design and why playing as The Unknown feels more like performing a metal set than simply playing a rhythm game.

There are lady bosses, hellish realms, increasingly ridiculous weapons, a soundtrack packed with voices from the metal world and more than a few moments where I completely lost track of what was happening on screen.

Plus, I look at the accessibility of its visual design, the moments that frustrated me and why - despite occasionally getting absolutely battered - I kept wanting one more encore.

Heavy music. Gaming. Accessibility. Absolute chaos!

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Contains strong language.

Finding yourself through Pure Ecstasy

In this episiode I read my latest Riff & Respawn feature on Beartooth's The Surface era, identity, repression, freedom and the journey behind the music.

A look at the weight carried in the lyrics, the influence of Jordan Fish and what happens when an artist finally stops hiding parts of themselves.

Read the original piece at riffandrespawn.com

Contact: Cari@RiffandRespawn.com

I'm Cari and this is the start of a podcast about musicians, creators, gaming, accessibility, alternative culture and the weirdly perfect overlap between all of them.

Expect interviews, accessible audio versions of written features, old game nostalgia, heavy music, questionable opinions and probably a few boss fights along the way.

Press start. Turn it up.